its been a long freaking time...

 

Well my freinds are party animals i realized, and im not...  that is a very difficult sitatuion.  I wanna chill they wanna drink, and party.  What the fuck is going on...And catherine i bet u don't feel left out anymore...Does your mom know u went to khao sarn?  anyways watever..schools a bitch...photo is wateva..and the only thing i have to live for is paintball...I experienced a change in freinds lately, my best freind Joel moved dt..and i don't see him nearly as much but hey waht can i do? 

 

Anyways i want to be a pro pballer for real.  Ive been crazee obsession again..and noticed thats something i would do for the rest of my life.  Its intense and we are athletes too.  I thinki have a chance..I want to tke it but my parents wont...Anyways music is still here too..I need to paintball its been over a week and im dying... fuck IT check out my team site..they are all little kids but wateva...

 

Well...heres a real entry for once on feelings :P

 

Today had hand practice and we made so much freaking progress....the end...psyche..not a real entry